EvEn On My WeAk DaYs I gEt A LiTtLe StRoNgEr

Sitting at home on a COLD night Snuggled up on the couch with daisy. I love this weather. Its only 44 degrees but to me THATS COLD expecially for Jacksonville. Kris is already knocked out. Kris's mom, Kris and I watched paranormal activity tonight so we can go watch the 2nd one at the movies. It was so scary. Im feeling so much better about things. My mom came over today and motivated me to get up and do something, so i cleaned my whole house. I know everything will be ok and I know it will all work out, I just wish I could get out of the funk. Ive never been like this before. But Things have been looking up, Im getting hours at my two PRN jobs and got a 300 check in the mail from my old job from 3 years ago. I also feel like we will have success with the blood work. My theory is the meds are working, but Kris is in such a deep depression right now which is a low T symptom plus all other stresses he is under, that he doesnt realize he feels better. He said its mostly the HOT FLASHES that make him miserable, Also He did say tonight that he felt 100 percent better today he said if he had some energy he would feel perfect. WOW huh. YAY. Hope tomorrow he feels the same way. We both are off tomorrow and are going to snuggle on the couch all day watching movies and the FLORIDA GATOR game. Its going to be so nice. I cant wait til MONDAY night, We are going to the FAIR and have VIP tickets to see Clay Walker. Hoping and Praying things get better :)