ITS A SHAME

Its not even worth my time, but just so you know its a shame that you can fool so many people and still talk your way back after all you have done. Its sad that people believe all the lies.
Im done with being apart of all that. It makes me so mad you dont see how you hurt so many people with your lies. It wont get you far, and soon enough people will catch on, just like i did.

BURNT OUT

I am completly burnt out. School is going good, but its so much at once, sometimes i want to scream at the top pf my lungs, but to be honest im to tired and dont want to hear my own scream. I love every minute of school and the learning and working towards becoming a good tech one day, but My god, I learn a new bone and position, once a week and its overwhelming sometimes. With working on top of school makes it even worse because i rarely get a minute to study with complete quietness. When i do get a minute, i like my naps. So right now my life is stressed to the max. My diamond fell out of my wedding ring for the 4th time so i have been without that for 3 months, which really pisses me off, and on top of that, my god father, uncle chris passed away this passed week and even though he was ready and had lived for 89 years. It still is sad, and my aunt jeri has to live the rest of her life alone with out the man she has been with for 60 years. I dont ever want kris to leave me here with out him.
I hate death. I know its a natural process, but it sucks. It breaks my heart knowing so many families suffer every hour of every day finding out there loved one has passed. Working at shands has really made me strong, but i still get weak when it comes to death. I hate seeing a family suffer and know there about to go through so many emotions and there about to have to go pick out a casket and deal with something they have always dreaded. It just makes me sick to my stomach. It amazes me that with god, people are able to move on and deal with the pain. I just couldnt imagine going through somethign like that. God is amazing!
Kristopher has been my rock through this whole thing, he has been so good to me and knows i am working my ass off. I cant wait till the day we can try for a family. It will be the best day of my life.

PICTURES FROM SCHOOL

This is all they do haha

I was sick with bronchitis and ash was trying to take pics

our teacher tony showing us the protables

midge sussy- you rock out with........???