Kris went to the dr today to get Blood work done. The Dr wasnt even there to talk to him so he wasnt able to tell anyone how he is feeling. But luckly for us, he has been feeling ok the last two days. I cant wait to get the blood work back. IM BEING REAL POSITIVE RIGHT NOW and I KNOW IT WILL COME BACK WITH HIGHER TESTOSTERONE LEVELS. (please)
I went to work today at my other PRN job, and I really enjoyed it. YAY. I have to work at the first PRN job all next week and even have another interview for a Big local hospital on friday . YAY!!! BRING ON THE HOURS. I love what I do.
I was looking over my blog, and every other post is debbie downer and then positive polly,lol If I was reading this as an outsider, I would swear I was bipolar. But Im not I promise,:) Just alot of ups and downs along the way but we will get through it. Its hard sometimes but deep down I know things will work out and it will get better.
Im excited about tomorrow. Its my little cousins 2nd bday party. I love her so much. I have alot of cousins and she is the youngest and OMG she is so sweet and beautiful. Cant wait to spend all day with her tomorrow along with her mom, who is my cousin too, but also my BEST FRIEND.
BTW I really hate teenagers. I know I was a big brat as a teenager with a huge attitude, but these days they have no respect at all. My 15 year old cousin is so beautiful and has alot going for her, but OMG her attitude and her disrespect is outragious. I swear my kids wont get away with that. My family gives her everything and when she does something wrong, the dont disipline her at all. She can text at the dinner table, she can get on facebook before she does her homework, She cant talk back and get away with it. She was able to go to a football game Wednesday as long as I picked her up from the game. So because I love her and I know how at that age you just want a little freedom, I told her I would pick her up around 9:15. I texted her at 9:00 told her i was on my way to be at the gate when I get there. She says ok. Then writes back and says no, to wait til 9:30, I said NO Ill be there in a few, to be ready. SHE WROTE: "NO IM NOT!!! Ill be ready when the games over."
You cant imagine the conversation when I pulled up and she wasnt there and I had to call her. She finally got in the car and I ripped her a new one. OMG the nerve. I didnt have to pick her up, if it wasnt for me saying I would pick her up ( which interupted my husband and I watching the CMA's) then she wouldnt have even been able to go. So I lost it with her. I know teenagers will be teenagers, but if you constantly let kids get away with things, they will continue to do it. At 15, I had CHORES,( she has none) I guess texting is a chore now?? I hated chores and I was always so pissed at my parents, but you better believe I said yes maam and no sir, and when I did get an attitude or was disrespectful, I would get put on restriction ( which by the way was way worse than a spanking, which I did get those too in my younger years) Even got slapped a couple of times across the mouth, Which I deserved. Its crazy how much you mature, because looking at her disrespecting my grandma makes me CRINGE and I cant believe I ever acted that way. But todays world people just dont disipline. UGH makes me so mad. I know parents want to be a friend, but your the parent. Not a friend. I know Im NOT a parent yet, but I know how Im raising my children. I know that I appreciate my parents for being HARD on me and making sure I had morals and also im thankful ( cant believe im saying this) for my parents putting me on restriction all those times I was rude and disrespectful and for never letting me go off with guys at 15, because if I would have, I might have been a little hootch. lol and for telling me NO sometimes, even when I thought it was the end of the world. Something about todays society and how they raise there kids pisses me off. They say that technology is what changed everything, REALLY because all my friends had cell phones in middle school, I DIDNT and I was mad, but i got over it. I really could go on and on. I guess I already did. wow lol
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