BABY BUMPS ALL AROUND

CONGRATS TO :

~KATHRYN WILLIAMS
~AMY HODGE
~KATIE FUENTES
~TINA RUNCKLES
~ JENNIFER SHURLING

YAY!!! HOPE YAL EACH HAVE A HEALTHY AND BLESSED PREGNANCY.

NERVES ARE GETTING THE BEST OF ME

Two more weeks until Orentation. I am so Nervous yet excited about my future. I am so ready to begin this journey and Apply myself like i have never done before. I know i will do fine and i will push myself beyond belief, but I am getting so scared of what to expect. I think after the Orentation i will have some knowledge on the things i will be going through in the next 2 years.
GOD knows it has taken me long enough to get here. I was a slacker, only cared about the moment and not the future, but you better believe i will raise my children to always push there hardest in school and to make something of themselves. It took me awhile to figure it out, one minute i would be on the right track, the next minute i would fall off, and then get right back on, and then slip off. Finally I am determined, more mature and ready to start this journey.
I already have a wonderul marriage, supportive family members, the greatest dog ever, a few good friends who truly care, and im healthy along with my family and friends, to top this off with a degree and babies is the greatest gift i can think of, and for that, God i thank you for the Past, the present, and the future.

Pics i found of bach party and Bridal shower

BACH PARTY 2007 MY GIRLS...even though it was a rough night haha!!!

can you tell who are angels...hint hint angie and amy wouldnt do the shocker

my cake topper meme got me awww
my beautiful cousin aubri, i love her so much
me being a goof, as usual
amy hodge, your so beautiful
Jen and I -

Just pics

After fireworks Katie and Vincent came over to our house to watch the Race we recorded only to find it didnt record, so the boys stayed up till 3am to watch it again. So they passed out together on the pull out couch hahahahaha.

JEN SHURLING, KATIE AND I AT HER BABY SHOWER AWWW

IGNORANCE

I hate my second job. It very depressing.......... I love helping people, but with this job, having to answer phone call after phone call about people who do not read directions on the letter that comes with there visa card, and wondering why they cant activated it.
We get At&t rebate calls, Child support visa card calls, paycheck plus employment calls.
Even when they are ignorant and do not follow directions and i have to help, i dont mind... what i hate is when they want to call and CUSS me out.

Cardholder: Why did i get a card for a rebate, i wanted a check
ME: Sir AT&T only issue rebates in the form of a card, i apoligize for the inconvience
Cardholder: Well i dont want this card, I will just throw this card away
ME: Sir that card has money on it, you can use this card anywhere visa is accepted, buying groceries, gas, stores, and even to pay bills.
Cardholder: I wanted this cash to save in my savings, now the card its worthless to me
ME: this card is your rebate for you to use. Its like a gift card.
Cardholder: this is stupid, how dare you work for a company like this, you should be ashamed.
( this went on for a long time until the mean hateful cussing started)
ME: Im sorry for the inconvience, would you still like me to activate your card for you
Cardholder: NO hangs up

NOTE TO CALLER- sir, really? did you get anywhere with me? NO you wasted my time your time and with not activating your card you wasted your rebate you could have easily used.
You better be lucky i need this job or i would have cussed you back out you ungratedful old hateful hag

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Child support caller

Cardholder: Can you please tell me which one of the baby daddys put money on this card?


NOTE TO CALLER- CLOSE LEGS oh and call family support payment center for that information please.



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I am very sensitive and getting cussed out and yelled at for things i cant solve or do anything about really really depresses me.
Anyone know of a job that needs someone 5-11pm M-F and can pay more than 11 an hour????????


SORRY IM VENTING, BUT I AM HERE, WANT TO BE HOME WITH MY HUSBAND AND DAISY AND AM READY TO PULL MY HAIR OUT.

ON SECOND THOUGHT

I watched Jon and Kate plus 8 last night when I got home from work and I think that BROKE THE FEVER.
OMG I couldnt imagine having 8 kids.

I HAVE THE FEVER

Its the Baby fever, ever few months I get it, and right now, Its bad. I think it comes around the same time Aunt Flo wants to visit. That might be why I cry to Kris and tell him how bad I want us to be parents, and of course he laughs at me for being so emotional and his mature- smart way tells me that our time will come soon enough and it would be so much better to wait until I am finished with school, and I agree with him but walk off pouting.
I think it has made it worse since I went to Jen Shurlings/Derek Driver's baby shower this weekend. Plus Kathy, my cousin is pregnant. I just cant wait, ( well i can and im going to have too) but I know we will be great parents and I know our child(ren) will be so beautiful.

we have names and everything.
(I feel like im in highschool doing this but.........

Girl: Kenadee Nicole
Boy: Kellan Kristopher

If there is another boy and girl
Girl: Kamryn or kielyn
Boy: ?

hopefully only boys, haha! But I will take anything GOD would like me to have.


I know in a few days I will be around children or babies and my FEVER will go away. :)

The mind is on a ROLL

Why do people lie? Why would they waste there time coming up with a bunch of Bullshit when the truth will serve them so much better. Why do people do things they know is wrong, robbing a bank, cheating, stealing. Why dont they realize if they stay on the right path, they will be successful in all that they do. I know several people who do these things and they are capable of being something great. One is so smart and has so much potential but wants to go steal or rob a store just to get money, when they are so smart they can work a good paying job and make that money, is it laziness or the thrill of the steal. I dont get it. Why do people cheat? Why be married or date someone if your wanting to be with some other random person? Of course there are times when things arent going the way you planned or things are rough, but why would you risk and want to ruin what you have with the one you love. The other person doesnt care about you, they are giving you attention and you like it, ( obviously you have low self esteem) there only wanting to score... arent you smarter than that? or are you wanting to score as well?
The grass isnt greener on the other side. Is it a thrill or just plain selfishness?
Either way it will always come back on you.
I dont understand how some people do not have a guilty conscience. No morals, no respect.
It disgusts me that people cant be strong enough to fight to be good people.
I am not perfect by any means, Ive made mistakes as Ive grown and matured and still have a ways to go. Its ok to make mistakes, as long as you learn from them. I was an 18 year old without a job, without a plan, without any strength or motivation, but i picked myself back up and am trying to become a better person. It pisses me off that people can better there selfs and make huge success but would rather waste there lives away being a nobody or a shitty person. There is no excuse, i dont care where you can from, what you have been through, there is way.

I must be wishing on someone else's star

I can be a bit of a dreamer at times, (something I get from my mother :) )

I have a few things I want or wish to be able to do later in life. Just wanted to get it out in writing.

1) I would love to own some land, so I can build a nice Reception hall. I would love for it to have a lake, a small chapel and a few other areas to pick from o have a wedding ceremony. I would love to be in that business and to allow couples to get married with out the headache of certain problems you would normally face going through that hell. I would have people working for me, including a baker ( cake), cook for the meal, photographer, vidoeographer, planner, they could go through us to order personalized napkins and other things.
This way the couple can pay one price instead of going around dealing with several different business's get stressed. Dont know why, but i have always wanted to do this.
Maybe if i hit the lotto I will fufill this dream.

2) I have always wanted to learn how to make cakes. I have no idea where this came from but i would love to be able to be patient and talented enough to do such an amazing thing.
Maybe one day, I can learn and start doing this in my spare time.

This is the house that we plan on building when im done with school or later down the road. Im sure things will change or we might decide not to build at all.You never know what the Future holds, But this is the house that we have been in love with for a few years and i look at this picture and know that i have to work hard NOW to have this LATER. It is so beautiful and perfect for us.

THE GOOD Ol' DAYS: I MISS SO MUCH

MY BROTHER LEE aka FAT LEE

MY BROTHER Jimmy AND I

HIGH SCHOOL DINNER REUNION 2005


BLONDE DAYS Eww


I love them

Things Change, People Change, It just sucks, but i will always cherish the GOOD OL' DAYS