Didnt last long.... :(

Kris is feeling really bad today. We did not go to the fair to see CLAY WALKER.I sold the VIP tickets though and got my money back. Im a litte sad. He wanted me to still go with a friend, But I didnt want to go with anyone, I wanted to go with him. Since he has been sick, we dont do alot so it was important to me to get to do this but I understand he doesnt feel good and doesnt have the energy and good health to go, its like were heading back down hill. When does this shit get better. I pray and pray and just when I think its getting better we take one step back. He is having major hot flashes today, throwing up and just not feeling himself. I really think he has had enough too, I asked him if there was anything I could do... he said " shoot me". Ugh I dont want him to feel like this. Hopefully this friday he can talk to the Dr and tell him these shots arent working or something. I mean he is on the highest dose so what else can they do. I feel like they need to do a FULL BODY WORK UP to see if there is other underlying issues. I wont be able to go this friday because I have to work. But I think he is so sick of feeling this way that he wont hold back when he talks to the Doctor. I dont need ANYTHING in this world, I dont need a nice car, a nice house, expensive clothes or alot of money.. but I do need for Kris to feel better. I mean SERIOUSLY is that to much to ask????????