EEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ( thats my buzzer lol) WRONG! It was NOT testicular cancer. Not that we wanted it to be, but its like OMG when will we figure out whats wrong with my husand. Now the Endo DR is saying the last thing it could be is Klinefelter syndrome... Which he told us if it is, we will never be able to have our own biological children. Ive read differently online but thats another topic. Kris is going this week to do the Karyotype blood test and who knows how long thats going to take to come back.. UGHHHHHH. Not only that, the real important horrible thing is, the DR said if it is Klinefelters that he will never be 100 perecnt better. he will always deal with low energy and never have the testosterone of his age..
Once we get this blood work back we will be able to make our decision, if it is Klinefelters, We will talk to the RE about ICSI/IVF.... but really who can afford that. But hubby is all for Adoption and very open to DS. So we have some talking to do.. If Bloodwork comes back and its not Klinefelters then we are going to MAYO clinic. We both are still depressed and barely hanging in there in our own bubble, but Ive been super busy with working at two hospitals so it hasnt been to bad. Just so nervous and ready to know the future. I know it will all work out but still dont know WHY us? and then i have friends who have Oppps babies and write me to say i cant ask god why.... REALLYYYY!!!! I really do cherish those friends who have went through the storm to recieve there beautiful gifts and have the right words for me and kris. :) It brings a little peace to my heart.
