So tonight was Kris's 4th HCG shot. He has lost almost 10 pounds. Yay, still doesnt feel alot better, but Ive heard from alot of people it takes about 6 weeks. But he seems to be holding on, He is being super strong. He thanked me for being understanding. He said he has to pretend to feel OK around everyone and no one understands what he is going through. I feel so bad that I cant do more. So we have 2 more weeks left until Kris goes in for blood work to see if the meds have increased his testosterone so im hoping and praying that it has, If it has then we will check the sperm a few weeks after that.. The fertility office sent us a bill today saying that we owe 250 dollars for our past co pay. They told us at our first visit that they would try and get it put under Kris's insurance as a medical condition and it would be free. Only thing is, they sent it to HIS insurance with MY NAME. so it came back that they have no client with that name. REALLY? So ive got to call them tomorrow and have them resubmit it with HIS name. Its the little things that aggrevate me.
I watched Evan almighty the other day and found a qoute on there that has really HELPED me. Hope it can help others.
"When you pray for Patience, God doesnt give you patience he gives you the opportunity to be patient"
I think that one quote has really made me feel so much better and stronger. I havent had a Poor us feeling lately. I know it will happen and to know We will accept whatever God has in store makes me feel so much stronger. Ive read alot of Adoption blogs and Mommys who have used Donor Sperm and I really have gained alot of knowledge and know I will take what ever. Im sure Ill have some hard days to come, but for now, Im ok.
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