Nothing New.... Insurance wont accept Menopur.. UGH we need it to make Kris feel better and to get him producing more testosterone and more sperm. We are going to get a second opinion at another ENDO dr. I still dont understand how they havent done a CT on his abdomen just to check his adrenals and pancreas. I know Dr's have tons of patients but why cant you TRY really hard to figure out whats going on with kris, Why cant you want to FIX him right away.

When your at a kid birthday party and there is tons of newborns around and tons of kids running around and your husband tells you that he wishes you could be holding a baby too and that it kills him to see all these little kids, it really hurts your heart, as if its not already hurting... He wants to be a daddy so bad. Im so ready too. We talked about adoption some more and I really want to do it. Even if we have a child on our own, I would love to adopt. Maybe thats why we are going through this...to put that on our hearts. I even told my 16 year old cousin who goes to a highschool that has tons of teenage girls walking around pregnant...that if any of those girls dont want there babies, that i will adopt them and we can go through a private lawyer. Yes, I know, its bad.

Our Fertility dr is having a seminar feb 24th and is giving away a free IVF as a door prize.. Kris and I dont have much luck but we are willing to go and just pray really hard we get it. Even if we dont, atleast its going to someone who really needs it too. :)


BTW, I love love love my new job. Ahhhh the people are so awesome. have you ever went some where and just felt so right... these people are so cool and drama free and Love love love to work hard and also appreciate everyone.. Its just a different atmosphere than im used to and I actually enjoy going to work... haha.



Kris and I started the Love dare. We are on day 3. Its going good. :)
If you have never seen Fire proof. Go see it and do the love dare. Its for any couples.



we are still optimistic that something will go our way this year. Im learning to let go and let god. He has a plan and even though it drives me crazy that he wont let me in on it. I know that he wont let us down and he knows what he is doing and it gives me comfort knowing that. :)




http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xGPS8sa-bRQ&feature=related