7.22.2008

NERVES ARE GETTING THE BEST OF ME

Two more weeks until Orentation. I am so Nervous yet excited about my future. I am so ready to begin this journey and Apply myself like i have never done before. I know i will do fine and i will push myself beyond belief, but I am getting so scared of what to expect. I think after the Orentation i will have some knowledge on the things i will be going through in the next 2 years.
GOD knows it has taken me long enough to get here. I was a slacker, only cared about the moment and not the future, but you better believe i will raise my children to always push there hardest in school and to make something of themselves. It took me awhile to figure it out, one minute i would be on the right track, the next minute i would fall off, and then get right back on, and then slip off. Finally I am determined, more mature and ready to start this journey.
I already have a wonderul marriage, supportive family members, the greatest dog ever, a few good friends who truly care, and im healthy along with my family and friends, to top this off with a degree and babies is the greatest gift i can think of, and for that, God i thank you for the Past, the present, and the future.

2 comments:

Yours Truly said...

Lauren, I really can't begin to tell you how proud of you I am. I knew you would achieve this goal of yours and I beyond excited to watch as you better yourself, gain your education, and begin your career. I'm thankful to have met you and became your friend. I love you girl!

Lauren said...

awww, i love u too. You are truly the sweetest, most down to earth beautiful woman i know.