7.09.2008

The mind is on a ROLL

Why do people lie? Why would they waste there time coming up with a bunch of Bullshit when the truth will serve them so much better. Why do people do things they know is wrong, robbing a bank, cheating, stealing. Why dont they realize if they stay on the right path, they will be successful in all that they do. I know several people who do these things and they are capable of being something great. One is so smart and has so much potential but wants to go steal or rob a store just to get money, when they are so smart they can work a good paying job and make that money, is it laziness or the thrill of the steal. I dont get it. Why do people cheat? Why be married or date someone if your wanting to be with some other random person? Of course there are times when things arent going the way you planned or things are rough, but why would you risk and want to ruin what you have with the one you love. The other person doesnt care about you, they are giving you attention and you like it, ( obviously you have low self esteem) there only wanting to score... arent you smarter than that? or are you wanting to score as well?
The grass isnt greener on the other side. Is it a thrill or just plain selfishness?
Either way it will always come back on you.
I dont understand how some people do not have a guilty conscience. No morals, no respect.
It disgusts me that people cant be strong enough to fight to be good people.
I am not perfect by any means, Ive made mistakes as Ive grown and matured and still have a ways to go. Its ok to make mistakes, as long as you learn from them. I was an 18 year old without a job, without a plan, without any strength or motivation, but i picked myself back up and am trying to become a better person. It pisses me off that people can better there selfs and make huge success but would rather waste there lives away being a nobody or a shitty person. There is no excuse, i dont care where you can from, what you have been through, there is way.

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