No news is good news.

Kris is still doing good! Still not 100% but he is slowly getting back to normal. He likes to go,go,go some days.:) I would say before he felt 20% and now he is at 60%... I just see a good change in his personality. Thank the LORD. Its been a long journey and even though we are not even close to being over, Positive news is such a blessing. Funny Story, I was gaining weight and thought..JUST WHAT IF I WAS Pregnant.... so I took a test, then put it on counter while I was brushing my teeth and it fell in the sink, and I looked at it..it had to lines. OMG I was freaking out... Took another one later and it said negative... took one the next morning and peed all over it and it didnt even show up the control line haha, So for about 4 days I was freaking out thinking OMG WHAT IF...until ol aunt flo came to visit... (bitch) i mean who gets false positives. Well... (waving hand) I do. UGH... haha it was horrible. I read up on false positives and I guess its called a Evaporation line maybe bc it dropped in the water, IDK I call it evil!! Seriously knew I wouldnt be, But a part of me didnt want to not have faith in God. I have a peace about everything, That doesnt mean it still doesnt hurt every now and then, but I know it will happen one day just not TODAY. I feel super Blessed with what I do have and know that When its time, it will happen. I made a CD that has a bunch of uplifting songs on it and a few 80's songs that make my day. ( I love love love the 80's) Anytime Im down, I listen to the Cd and Dance, then some songs I get out a good Cry, but its seriously a stress reliever. It helps me get through the day alot easier. Nothing new really going on. Still havent heard back from the Insurance Company about the expensive medicine. But hopefully it wont be to much longer. We are going to do a Sperm Analysis in January and see where we are at. Hopefully I stay in this peaceful mindset until then :)