So school starts next Tuesday. I am so excited! I cant wait!
My birthday is this thursday and it doesnt feel like I am this old already. It seems I was 18 just a year ago. I dont see how I am about to be 24.. sometimes I dont even know how life has went by so fast with getting married and school, and just growing up. I am so glad my life is where it is now. I never imagined it this good. Never gave myself enough credit I guess. Just glad everything happens for a reason and I was blessed with Kris and family and a handful of friends who are real and wonderful.
My tennessee trip was awesome. Would have been better with Kris. But work comes first, its what pays the bills. :)
It was nice to get away from Jacksonville and enjoy the mountains and get to see the NASCAR race for the first time, even though my race car driver didnt win. :(
Seems like with the years I have realized more who I am, and realized more who I want to be as a person. I have seen who are real friends, who are not so real, realized even though my family isnt perfect, they are my family and I love them so much and they are always going to be there. I have realized the petty little things do not matter and to always be positive because it could be so much worse.
Its funny when I was younger, I would tell my step mom and dad, how much I hated them and how much they ruined my life because they would always keep me on restriction, and not allow me to do all the fun teenager things..... now more than ever, I thank them for keeping a close eye on me, and also for having lee, my brother tell me about how guys are, so I wasnt doing things other girls were doing at such a young age. I could have easily taken a different path in life and Im so thankful god helped me get where I am today. Talking to my mom, she remembers when I was such a snob and wouldnt step foot in a walmart, or a dollar store when I was little, and now the dollar store is my favorite little cheap spot to go! I cant wait to experience that with my children as they grow up. Gosh I cant wait till school is over so we can start a family.
off subject but had to share.....
The one song that always seems to make everything better is :
HOLD ON by wilson phillips
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